love on the rocks,with no ice.

2008-08-17T22:33:00.000-07:00

I PASSED MY DRIVING EXAM!!!!

2008-08-06T04:24:00.000-07:00

emo.

我不再覺得失去是捨不得
I no longer think it's hard to let go

2008-08-05T08:26:00.000-07:00

busy,busy,busy...

I've been really busy lately.
with work, driving lessons, going
out with friends...
BUSYYYYY!!
not a single day where i am free..

this Friday is going to be my last day of work.
yipeeeee!!!
then i'll get my paycheck! =D
then go shopping with Matthew...
as well as with my girls!
hooorayyyy!

2008-07-29T06:50:00.000-07:00

sigh.

i've been listening to this song over n over again

The Closer i Get to You

The closer i get to you
The more you'll make me see
Like giving me all you've got
Your love has captured me

Over and over again
I'll try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while inside
I knew it was real
The way you make me feel

Lying here next to you
Time just seems to fly
Needing you more and more
Let's give love a try

Sweeter than sweeter love grows
And heaven's there for those
Who fool the tricks of time
With the hearts in love you find
True love
In a special way

The closer i get to you
The more you'll make me see
By giving me all you've got
Your love has captured me

Over and over again
I'll try to tell myself that we
Could never be more than friends
And all the while inside
I knew it was real
The way you make me feel

The closer i get to you
The more you'll make me see
By giving you all i've got
Your love has captured me

2008-07-25T04:04:00.000-07:00

missing you.

where are u when i want to see u so badly...?
i've lost contact with u again..
no emails, no messages...
there are no means for me to find u.
u've constantly asked me,
"Do you think u're too good for me?"
and i've always said no..
but today, i start to think otherwise.
hmm...

2008-07-19T21:48:00.000-07:00

update on George's sis

George and I were talking abt it last night.
his older sis mentioned to their
father that I'll be moving out.
and his dad asked y?
she said cos Pinky asked E (younger sis) to wash dishes.
then his dad said... that's reasonable,appropriate.
he also said..
if I really move out, E has to pay my half of the rent.
so,when we go back this time, she'll has to come talk to me.
I'm glad that E has been told off...
BY THE PERSON SHE WANTED TO THREATEN ME WITH!!
(remember she mentioned that, if i dont move out,
she'll ask her papa to come talk to me..)

P/S: although revenge was swweeeet, I do feel a lil' bad for her
deep down inside... it's just my nature,i guess. I'm just not
made to be....... je ne sais quoi. ice cold?

2008-07-19T21:41:00.000-07:00

it was all worth it

George's parents went back to Taiwan..
for a few days..
so we get to talk more these few days..
we just did for 2-3 hours ystdy..
he said he misses me a lot.
can't wait till we meet again.
asking me to go back early and all.
i've noticed quite a change in him as well.
i guess he regrets not spending time w me last time.
when he had the chance.
he said he'll bring me out more often,won't bully me anymore.. etc
and he'll tell his parents abt us soon..
then bring me back to China to meet them
well....im really glad to hear that! from HIM!

2008-07-15T04:34:00.000-07:00

when can i see u again

i havent seen george for at least a week.
the last time i've seen him was when i was at Bali.
he showed me his new haircut lol.
since then, it's just been 1 pathetic email a day from him..
that just doesn't cut it! =(

anyway........
i'll just keep my mind occupied with other stuff..
let's enlighten the mood a little! >=D

here are some pictures of us in Bali!
(i know..... some of u have seen them on Facebook.
this is for my keepsake and also to those who have not seen them..
hahaha! tho the numbers are very small..
i only have like....what...? 7 readers??)

me...!!

me,Rachel,Michelle

me strapping on the parachute thing

up,up, and AWAYYYY!!

dinner @ Jimbaran beach

me at Kuta beach

2008-07-11T06:47:00.000-07:00

missing u..

we're back from Bali..
it was ALRIGHT..
nothing much to buy this time.... =(
ANYWHO.... there's still HK =D

George is in China now.
He email-ed me this morning, said that he's in China...
but cant use MSN.. i dunno y...
only can send emails to me..... SADDD!!
i've got lots of things to tell him.. ='(

"明知相思苦, 何必苦相思"

2008-07-05T18:51:00.000-07:00

update

its the 6th here..
its been 4 days since i've came back..
things are going pretty well...
so far, havent been really missing George yet..
a little..
and today i'll be going to Bali for 4 days.
till thursday.
and George is going back to China tmrw..

i'll miss him~ every single day....

2008-06-27T13:05:00.000-07:00

3 days(or less)

it's now 1pm Friday here.
which means i only have today,Sat and Sun left.
later i'll go for a last minute shopping, see what i've left out.
tonight and tmrw start packing...
tmrw evening going to fren's house..
and the whole of Sunday i'm gonna spend it on cleaning the house.

2008-06-23T23:55:00.000-07:00

1 week

this time next week would be 3pm Tuesday 1st July.
i'll be homeeee..... =)

2008-06-18T20:53:00.000-07:00

10 days encounting....

WOW!!
its June 18th alrdy......
that's fast.
i remember it was just ystdy my bro left( May 3rd).
i'll be flying home on 30th June @ 2.20am,
reaching KL @ 2.15pm..
fuck, that's like 21 hours including transit.
about 12-13 hours to Taipei, 3-4 hours transit, 4-5 hours to KL
wah lao.... mad....
anyway..

10 more days...
i'm so gonna miss George..
moreover we're not going to stay together anymore.
we won't be able to do things together anymore..
like, go grocery shopping,walk home together,cook for him,
bring food for him, remind him to do things, wake him up,
ask him to sleep,to study,to eat, go throw the trash together,
go to the mailbox and lots lots more
sad sad.... =(

for the next 10 days,
im gonna hug and kiss him more =d
while i still can..

2008-06-16T13:24:00.000-07:00

about George's sis lying....

this(about the tomato soup) isn't the first time.
there was once..
she asked me for cotton pads, u know those to remove
makeup,nail polish etc..
no problem, i gave her 2 pieces.

THEN!
there was one night when i was about to fall asleep,
i heard her going into my washroom, open the cupboard
under my sink where i keep my cotton pads, heard a plastic-
squishy-sound, then the cupboard closed again.
how do i know it's her?
that night, their friends came over, and when she went into
my washroom, her friend was about to go in to use.
she said to him “ 没有，我要拿这个。。”
and......
there wasn't many pieces left, maybe like..20+
u might think that is not little, but i use it everyday...
and this happened about.... 3-4 weeks ago
meaning i still had more than a month left in Canada.
considering i use it everyday, it might not be enough.
i'll have to use it thriftily(tear it into half to use each time)
and i brought it from KL!

the worse part is next.
i told George abt it.
and he asked her.
U KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?!?!?
" no i didnt take Pinky's cotton......"

fucked up bitch.....
i bloody well know she was lying...
so,i sneaked up to her room one day while they were out.
and indeed!!
my cotton was lying on her table!!!
wtf.......
u might think im making a fuss over a few pieces of cotton?!?
u see, it's not about the value of the object.
it's about principles!
she's fucking lying...!
and George thinks she's all that good and all,perfect lil' sis what not.

2008-06-15T21:06:00.000-07:00

y do u make me cry everyday......

)'=

2008-06-15T15:20:00.000-07:00

skeptical

hmm...
last week i went to an Indonesian friend's house.
more like George's fren, anyhow, it was his wife's bday.
so, it was a get-together to eat.
they cooked a lot......
so J, George's fren's wife, asked everyone to take some food home.
i wanted the tomato soup cos i really liked it(its like soto: which has
many ingredients including carrots,sausages,chicken,celery) and fried rice.
so i brought 2 big containers of soup and rice home.
when i reached home, put them in the fridge.
the next morning, what do u know? the "MOUSE" strikes again.
she cooked spaggeti and she freaking used my tomato soup as a sauce.
i was like WTF?!?!
half a container gone la........
u can do anything to me...
BUT WHEN U MESS WITH MY FAVORITE FOOD!! no mercy...
so, i asked George...

" eh?? how come?? who ate my tomato soup?? it's mine eh!
why did ur sis use it to eat with her spagetti??"

i alrdy knew it was her...
but i just wanted George to know...
then.......
he went and ask her. Guess what she said.

" J asked me to try it! she even wants to teach me how to cook it! "

George said J called her and said the above ^
here's the part im skeptical about....
she barely knows J. only spoke to her once or twice.

HOW IN THE WORLD DID SHE CALL AND SAID SHE WANTS TO TEACH HER HOW TO COOK??

so now...
im planning to find out from J.
but thinking of a way to ask which is casual enough yet not suspicious.
i plan to say...

"hey J! wow u reallyyyy know how to cook... in fact,really well!
i liked *some dish* u cooked that night... can u teach me how to cook it?"

is it too fake......? =/
and how am i going to get to what i wanna know,
which is did J call george's sister or not..?
i need some opinions!!

2008-06-14T09:16:00.000-07:00

2 more weeks

who cares abt George's sister..
not going to let her spoil my mood or anything.
just that I myself know that I'm not at fault is suffice.
I did nothing wrong,period.
spoke to mum and dad abt this ystdy.
mum said its ok, now i see through them.
and treat this as an experience.
yea... i guess

anyway...
in 2 weeks time, i'm going hommeeeee! =D
for 2 months, till Aug 27th..
got lots of stuff to do:

-learn driving
-go out with frens
-go to Bali and HK
-slumber parties
-shopping
-and more shopping.....

hehehe p=
but i'll miss georgeeeeeee *sobsob*
im still worrying if i'd be willing to enter the gates of the departure hall or not.
i might run out past the guards back to george.
i know this sounds crazy, but only ppl who have experienced this will understand.
knowing that u will not be seeing him/her for such a long time.
and yes, 2 months is LONG!

2008-06-12T12:58:00.000-07:00

The Fight
(Warning: don't read unless u have time)

Okay. Something major,major happened last night.
Hmm, how should i put this.
I'll start by describing my love-hate relationship between
George's younger sister; E .
I've always had a disliking towards her. why..?

1) she's messy
- after coming home, shoes are just put on the floor, not arranged on
the shoe racks properly
- after she cooks, utensils,pots, noodle wrappers are just left there.
-she leaves food on the kitchen counter for days, after taking a bite or two
I WOULD BE THE ONE WHO CLEANS UP!

2) she's inconsiderate
- as u know, she and her older sis sleep in the room upstairs.
ever since sept 07', I had to wear earplugs to sleep everynight.
reason?
they make hell of a noise. they literally STOMP around.
maybe its becos of the wooden floor, but!
u have to think of ppl downstairs! ppl are sleeping!
at least.. make your footsteps lighter!
they're basically nocturnal. most of the time they stay up late,
maybe till 4-5am.
what do they do? play loud music, talk on the phone..... its so loud,
i can even hear it from my room downstairs....
this issue, i've never made a fuss abt it.

- oh yess..... she takes a bite off/pinches my food!
it happened twice to my garlic loaf. one morning, i wanted
to cut a slice, then i discovered a bite-shaped portion
gone. i'm not sure if she bit it or pinched it off.
but the thing is... y is she doing this??
u wanna eat can, cut off properly la....... -.-
not just my garlic bread....
my pizza shells( ready made base of the pizza)...

- my carton of milk: there was once, i bought a carton of milk.
there was about a quarter left. that morning i wanted to go
get some milk. then i discovered it was empty. an empty milk
carton. then i saw a bowl, filled with milk. i was like...." what the
heck?? if u cant finish it, y pour so much out?? "
that bowl of milk was there for 2 days at least.

tell me, WOULD U BE PISSED?

then last night, she was cooking. I said to George, " hey ask ur sister
to clean up after cooking "

George to E: eh! pinky asks u to clean up after cooking!

E got pissed. she said, she hasnt even started cooking yet, y ask her to clean.
bcos i knew she'd just leave it there, me or George cleaning up after her.
according to her, she was cooking for D( older sis) and that D would clean up.
is that so....? wow clean up? that would be a miracle.
she said

" im sick of living with pinky alrdy, ask her to move out asap. if she
doesn't want to, i'll ask my papa to come talk to her. who the **** is she to
tell me to clean up. why dont ask her bro to clean up first before telling me
to. "

seriously, what did i do...?

in my opinion, i dont think i did anything wrong.
and i think.. if this didnt happen last night, we'd still move out.

2008-06-07T21:15:00.000-07:00

sigh...

i really feel tired....
tired of scolding...tired of bickering..
tired of this relationship..
now i realize, how childish, immature, irrational he is.
not even sure if he's taking our relationship seriously.
seems like it's a complete joke to him.
seems like.... im making a fool out of myself.
to the extend that im starting to lose it.

is this it...?
is the the end to our relationship?
as people say, there are many other fish in the sea.
juicier, fatter fish.
y stick to tuna when u can eat a salmon?

maybe it's time i take a stand for myself.
so,yeahhh..

2008-06-07T16:44:00.000-07:00

fucked up little bitch...!!

lately.....
george's younger sis is really getting on my nerves.
fuck... just cant stand her...
URGGGHHHHH!!
get a life bitch,seriously.

2008-04-29T23:28:00.000-07:00

not-so-emo post. =)

ystdy me,my bro, Jon n Matthew went to Fish on Rice.
It's a Jap all u can eat(AYCE).
$20.95/head; plus tax app. $24
but it was pretty worth it.
we had tempura,sashimi, sushi rolls, terriyaki, satay-like skewers, grilled cod, calamari, fried pregnant fish,mango pudding,grilled salmon belly...
and the list goes on and on =D

we regretted ordering so much actually =.='
good thing there was a blessing in disguise.
some of our orders didnt come out..... thank god.....
such as our 25-piece prawn tempura, 8 pieces of grilled black cod... ZzzZzzZz
we were super super full....
and i swear i wouldnt eat another slice of salmon sashimi for at least a week.
anyway~
here are some pics:

I will be back for more sashimi! >=D

2008-04-25T03:44:00.000-07:00

basket George.....

na wey......
i asked him to go to sleep, he doesn't listen to me..
his older sis asked him, he immediately jumped on the bed...

wtf.....
y cant he listen to me also?!?!

isshhhhh =/

HOW IS THIS FAIR!
WHERE IS THE JUSTICE!

note: my entries nowadays are very vulgar, forgive me.... =.=

2008-04-21T13:43:00.000-07:00

me - the wicked witch of the south.

im just the one who spoils your day.
never the one who enlightens it.
isnt that right?

im not like your sisters,
who are the gems of your life.
laughing your ass out whenever your with them.
i dont think i have a place in your heart anymore.
even if i do, 16th place on your priority list?
every girl wants to come first......
every girl wants to be pampered,cherished, loved.....
you once asked me, "Do u think you're too good for me?"
i said, "No..."

right now, im starting to doubt myself...
did i make a mistake?
we all take charge of our lives,
perhaps it's time for me to take a stand.
but will my life be ever the same without him?

2008-04-16T01:43:00.000-07:00

to george:

bloody fucker...
useless fucking piece of shit.
think u're so smart..
think u're forever right....
stubborn ass...
egoist...
ego-centrist...
hot headed...

DONT U KNOW U'RE HURTING ME!!
DONT U KNOW HOW TO AT LEAST COMFORT ME FROM CRYING!!
INSTEAD OF SHOWING UR BLOODY TEMPER!!
WHY DO U THINK UR ALWAYS RIGHT!
CANT U ACCEPT PEOPLE'S OPINIONS!
fuckface..........

2008-04-08T19:08:00.001-07:00

i've been thinking...
maybe by moving out....
i wont get jealous of his sis so much so...
perhaps its a solution....

2008-04-08T17:53:00.000-07:00

i cannot accept a man who loves n cares for his sister(s) more than me...
i just cant...
im sorry..

2008-04-01T01:03:00.000-07:00

never in my life have i cried this much

tonight.......
george went bowling wit his frens...
i didnt follow cos he went straight after his class...
anyhow he promised that he'll come home after that..

in the end.... he decided to stay over at his fren's place...
but he promised me...........
i insisted that he come back, or else i wont sleep...
but knowing he's so stubborn...
nothing can change his mind..

so....
here i am..
squinting through my swollen eyes....
typing this....
while he's prob playing dota over there now....

2008-03-22T20:25:00.000-07:00

resurrection

although nothing much has happened these few months....
i feel uneasy about this relationship.
i question, i doubt, i rethink, i cry over.

One thing i'm sure of is that we're both very different individuals.
Even if we're the same in some ways, it never works out.

i.e.
we both want to control each other.
he wants me to listen to him, i want him to listen to me.
never seems to work out...

he's always not serious about things,
even if it is for me.
he'll just smile and laugh it off...
feel like snapping his neck off at that point

his way of resolving matters is always thru' violence and anger.
slamming the table, shouting, glaring at me as though he wants to kill.

i feel that i deserve someone better lah, someone who doesn't stress me
out everyday,someone who spoils and pampers me.

maybe i'm too dependent on george..
i'm alrdy seeing him everyday but yet...
i feel it's not enough.
maybe im too greedy.
but u see, if he gives me enough love,care & attention,
i'll be satisfied right, i won't want more right???

maybe 1 day, when we will not stay together anymore...
he will realise, what i've done for him( like cleaning up, doing his laundry)
maybe then, he'll appreciate me more...
but we wont see each other that often anymore........
i wont see him whenever i want anymore........
dont want......... >.<

so many maybes!!

2008-01-22T22:39:00.000-08:00

my future car....!
i love the pink...that shade is perfect!!
but im not too keen on the hearts on the bumper =/
and it's cheap here.
$30k
im gonna get it...!

2008-01-08T01:28:00.000-08:00

it's getting hard.

lately...
i feel....
that we dont have much to talk about anymore..
he seems to be much, much happier when he spends time with his sisters.
when he's with me, we hardly talk...
even if we do.....its just small talk.
nothing heart to heart.
i feel we're drifting apart.
hope a spark lights our fire back.
sigh.

2007-12-30T17:46:00.001-08:00

as i read back my old blog entries, i can't help but grin/smile stupidly to myself.
kekekke

luckily, i wrote all my memories down in this blog.
whenever they start to decay from my mind, i rummage thru my blog and there they are again.
fresh! like it happened just ystdy.
this is where our story began.
n i will try to type out every bit of it, so it won't be forgotten.

=

2007-12-30T17:32:00.000-08:00

2007

wow...
1 year has passed.
i still remember when i first came here.
it was just like ystdy......

i guess the highlight of 2007 for me is getting to know George.
time flies when u're having fun.
and i enjoyed every moment we spent together.
i constantly replay those memories....
constantly remind each other about our story; how, when,where we first met.
yes, there were ups n downs.
but it only makes us stronger.

i'm glad we have each other.
thats all i really want.
it's been 10.5 months now, and there will be many more months to come.

love u loads... =）
a new year is coming, as we wave goodbye to 2007.
Happy New Year, y'all.

2007-12-19T00:15:00.000-08:00

it's killing me softly..

2007-12-16T23:39:00.000-08:00

snowboarding...

it was fun(take away the falling and the pain)
there was once..
i fell face first, i knocked my head so hard on the ground,that i swear i only saw black for a few moments.

where was he when i needed him during times like this?
nowhere to be seen.
instead, Nick (my fren who taught me s.boarding) was there.
patiently teaching me, helping me up when i fell.
when Nick wasnt there for me, I stood up by myself, knowing how diff. is it to do when both ur feet are strapped onto the board.

after coming back from a long,tiring day, all i want to do is talk to him...
but what the fuck was he doing..?
replying me after long intervals ranging from few to even 30 mins.
im so sick and tired of this lar.

all i do is curl up under my blanket and cry.
i bet he doesnt fucking noe.

好辛苦...真的是好辛苦.....
我受够了

2007-12-16T00:57:00.000-08:00

late nite ramble.

Whenever we cross paths in the house
you walk pass me as if I'm a complete stranger.

Do you know how much that hurts? Have you any idea?
It's like trying to dry a wet cloth by twisting it.

Slowly, but steadily, drying me to my very last drop.
When will it stop?

I pray for the fastest week to pass.
Will I make it thru?
Once again, i pray, HARD....

2007-12-15T20:23:00.000-08:00

hm..

george's parents just arrived...
about an hour ago. so right now,they're all upstairs..
they're gonna stay for a week...MOST PROBABLY
but i dunno..
they might extend their stay.. =/
now im just bumming in my room...
as a NORMAL FRIEND will do..
im just a friend.....
and i feel a tinge of jealousy building inside of me.
maybe i want to be a part too..

i dont understand this.
y cant i be NOT just a fren, publicly.
it's like, as if we're having an affair or smth...
part of me just want to go up there,hold his hand and say..
sigh idk....wtv lar.
after all, im just a fren.
god,i miss him alrdy.

2007-11-30T20:04:00.000-08:00

hmm..

im considering my univ. options
i can take the may intake...
or take the sept one with my bro?

if i take the sept one.
i will have a 4-month break
during that time,i can go back to KL if want.
but.....
what about george?
4 months???
the last time it was only a month,and i felt like dying..
gosh..
if i go back,sherrene is gonna be free,as well as michelle!
it has been awhile since all of us has been this free...
we can go shopping everyday! or even go on a vacation together.
loads of fun stuff to do
=D =D

well.....i still dont know!
mum wants me to go back in april if i can....
sigh. what should i do.
but i think most probably i'll stay in canada.
still undecided tho'.
but but.... =/

2007-11-20T22:32:00.000-08:00

wow...

it's been a year...
i remember blogging about my b'day LAST YEAR..
and now,here i am again..
21st Nov.(Malaysian time)
last year i had a party at home...
and of course,i didnt have george then.

however this year,
it's diff...
i don't wish for any parties,gifts...
i just want George to be with me
so tmrw(Canadian time), it's my day! =)

but i have a stupid presentation tmrw afternoon. =/

2007-11-10T13:50:00.000-08:00

an air of resentment.

i've been thinking..
would it be better if we weren't together?
i feel..between us there are many differences.
which i really...... really can't find a way to bring closer those differential gaps.
does he really know what i want?
does he know that i even feel this way?
is he even aware of this issue,in the first place?

as they say..
'' duen tong hou guo cheung tong '' -idiom from the Canto. language.
should i move on..? should i continue to be oblivious?
should it remain in my subconscious thoughts?

or maybe..
its just me,being oversensitive about things.

but apart from this crap, i feel like i'm in my own fairytale when i'm with him.

2007-11-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

why do i have to face this?

after a long day not seeing him.
i'm dying to know how his day has been.
but guess what he asked me after the 1st few minutes
stepping into the house,when he came back?

'' Did Tony look for me? ''

*Tony is his buddy,also Dota buddy.

fucking hell..
all there is in his mind is play,play, and more play.

and now,there he is,glued to his screen.

oh fuck me.. @.@

i'll be away shopping tmr, the entire day.
and we wont be seeing each other.
all i want is u to spend some time with me now, u idiot.
not NEGLECTING me!playing your dota!
bloody hell..hopeless pile of s***
urgh!!!!!
='(
sobsob.

2007-10-31T11:13:00.000-07:00

hmm..

one day..
we're going to go our separate ways.
George said most probably,he's going back
to China/Taiwan for good in 1 or 2 years..
meaning he's not going to do uni here.
just a diploma..
which means..!
im going to be alone here...sigh.
SIGH!!! i know i'll still have my bro..
but...it's different.
all the ups and downs we've been thru'.
just not having him here,is like a hole in my heart.

'' I just want you close Where you can stay forever''

2007-10-30T00:04:00.000-07:00

it hurts....

it hurts..deep inside..
lately george has been starting to play dota.
and well..
no matter how many times i say no..
he will still play...

and he knows i hate it(him playing)..!!!!
then, when he plays...i feel left out..
like a puppy left out in the cold,wet alley....

he knows i dont like it..
but...
when he FINALLY comes and teman me.
i will start to scold a little.
after that..just by looking at him,smiling back at me,
melts all my troubles away.
i love u.. i truly,madly,deeply do.

2007-10-27T00:14:00.000-07:00

shithole..

what is this feeling.....
i feel.... an air or resentment...
i feel... helpless...
but i shouldnt be..

2007-10-09T22:49:00.000-07:00

=(

mums going back tmr night.
i dont want mummy to go...
no more coming back to good food.
no more nagging,no more tlc.

but..
she has to go back right?
my dad needs company....
back in kl.. she basically can just relax,enjoy life.
mingle with friends..
but here, she has to cook,clean...do chores..
yea... she HAS to go back..

i'll be alright............

2007-10-08T23:39:00.000-07:00

=(

it struck me this morning.
seeing all the packed luggages...
mum's going back to KL..! on weds night.
i mean...she's been packing for awhile now.
but then,i only realized this morning.
this time, i wont be able to see her for...at least...
9-10 months??
the last time i experienced this feeling, it was only
2 weeks which i hadn't seen her.
and i still cried like shit man.
my god.
this time...i going to cry like @#%&$!!
im going to miss u, mummy..
gosh!! im even crying now alrdy..
just the thought of it.
but then again.. im not alone...
i have my guardian angel beside me =)

but still @.@
sighh.. i guess this is how it goes.

2007-09-26T00:12:00.000-07:00

things i love abt u & what i love doing with u.

i love your tender,succulent kisses.
i love your warm,comfy hugs.
i love the safe, secure feeling when we hold hands.
i love how u look after a sweaty b-ball game. =P
i love the way u look: owh so handsomeeeee.....! me rike!
i love lying down on the bed with u,hugging me from behind..
i love it when u speak in mandarin.so yeng! XD
i love spending every min,every sec with u.

im stuck by a love bug....a real nasty one.
and i never want to get out of it,ever.
i love u my dearest.

2007-09-16T18:10:00.000-07:00

satisfactory

today's Sunday.
school has started for a week now.
it's pretty okay.
my classes are kinda sparsely spread out.
like.. just 1 or 2 classes a day.
and everyday my class starts at 12.50
which means i get to sleep/wake up late.
not bad.......
however.....TMR!! which means every monday.
i have Pysc101 till 7...
zzzzzzz....
4:00 to 7:00
zzzz...
but george waits for me.
i think he's worried abt the fact that i'll go home alone otherwise.
heheh he just doesn't want to admit it....when i asked him
y dyu want to wait for me?
cos..his class ends at 4.
he could have come home 1st,sleep for a while
then go to the station and pick me up lor..

oh. Mum's going back on the 12th.. lol-ers
which means....... no more slacking for me.
have to cook everyday =(
wont come back to cooked food on the table nymore.

2007-09-08T00:11:00.000-07:00

oooh

this morning..
me and george made French toast
hhahah i had no idea how to make it..
instincts tell me..
soak bread in egg, put in pan
and it turned out pretty good........
hahaha not bad at all.

2007-09-05T08:55:00.001-07:00

=)

ystdy me and tony went to the airport to pick george..
he told me his plane is landing at 3pm..
but he came out at almost 4.30
i guess there was a lot of people inside lor..
anyway...
i was so glad that i finally saw him!
everything i missed about him,
has finally came back.
his kisses,his touch,his hugs....... =)
*screams*
im ecstatic....!!

2007-09-02T18:43:00.000-07:00

Miracles do happen.

Miraculously George popped online last night,
just as i was about to go get ready for bed.
I heard the ''online'' sound, and I took a peek...
Omg...it was him..
He said he's been having diarrhoea .
Poor thing..but he's feeling better alrdy no doubt.
Anyway...
When i was talking to him,
I felt like I was at the top of the world.
Well,I may be exaggerating, but to me..its that joyful XD
It feels like when I first fell in love again... =)

He asked me how long was it since we last chatted.
Then I said abt 9 days.he said ''wa thats long...''
duh... I've been worrying abt him constantly.
Lol I was figuring out the possibilities of why he didn't come online..
Such as: What if he doesnt want me anymore?
What if his parents object our relationship?
What if he's terribly sick?

I was talking to Samson about this issue earlier that night.
He told me not to worry so much..
and true enough,he came online just moments later!
but we didnt chat for long.
He had to leave the house tmr morning.
Oh well, im going to see him at 3pm,Sept 4th!!

2007-09-02T04:18:00.000-07:00

hmm....

im blogging for the last time in kl..(not 4ever,but)
somehow....i really feel reluctant to go back.
i dunno why..
maybe its bcos..
i wont come back anytime soon....
im talking about almost a year here...
the previous holiday i didnt seem so reluctant to return..
cos i knew i was coming back soon,in 3 months..
omg....
how come this feeling... =(
i know i'll miss everything...
my dad,my house,my room,my bed and pillows on it..
my frens......my doggie!
Buzz...be good okay,listen to daddy...i'll see u in a year ='(
sobsob..

oh yea..speaking of which..
george sent me an email ystdy morning..
he said....he was sick,so he couldnt go online...
and some other reason too,which i still dont know..
he said he'll tell me all abt it when we meet...
im so curious to know...
what could be so important that he can't make it online?
to chat with me?
meaning its kinda more important than me lar..
lol not that im angry..just that,im sure its something pretty big..
omg,im so ''8'' lar..
i just hope that its nothing bad...nor serious..

sigh!
no matter how reluctant i feel abt returning..i still gots to do it.
im not going to waste my time sitting at home.
got to get out there..
hence..
i'll have to brace myself again..
for that fuckin' 19-hour flight(include transit 2-3 hours)..
mamamia..
oh well.. at least i wont be alone this time =)

and im going to reunite with him real soon... =)

2007-09-01T09:59:00.000-07:00

hahahhaaa

i simpsonized myself....hilarious
anyway...
tmr(Sunday) will be my last day..
so fast!!!
aiyor apart of me wants to stay,whereas the other half wants to go back..
shit have to start packing tmr
plane leaves at 3pm on Monday!!! =(

2007-08-28T05:50:00.000-07:00

"When You're Gone" - Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

i miss you...

2007-08-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

some long-overdued pics from indon

me,tony,mum,bro

@ seafood restaurant, hehe that's tony's bro:robert

@ tony's out-of-town giant bungalow

ma famille C=

2007-08-21T23:48:00.000-07:00

me and george havent talked for..
almost 3 days..
i miss him dearly
but i guess,to him,im always not a priority...
either 2nd or 3rd....
i dunno...

2007-08-20T06:24:00.000-07:00

TVB:Heart of Greed

i just finished Heart of Greed...40 whole episodes.. @@
but it was great,very meaningful,worth-watching.
the reason why i like watching TVB series is bcos
they instill many life lessons in it..
and also inspirations..
totally recommendable to all

omg..raymond, lam fung!!
so adorable...
but....he died....!!..!!..!!y did tvb had to kill him off..

hmm..
today's the 20th..
i have exactly 2 more weeks here..
=( i really miss George-y..

2007-08-16T21:09:00.000-07:00

today's the 17th..

which means..i only have 2 more weeks here..
wow thats fast..
i've been back for 3 weeks alrdy..
for the past 3 weeks..
havent been doing anything much..
lazing around...relaxing...
i think.. for a long term,i wont be coming back..
as in i think the next time im coming back will be next year..
july..
omg...thats longgg..
but it has yet to be finalized..
for now..
i'll enjoy the rest of my remaining 2 weeks here..
im really looking 4ward to go back n see george!
but again.. mixed feelings about going back..
hmm..

2007-08-09T19:54:00.000-07:00

hmm..

george and i had a quarrel last night.
we're both quite depressed about it...
i think the distance is weakening our bonds...
sigh. it's kinda volatile now...
and i dont know where is this bringing us to..

- when two very strong individuals are together,there's bound to be chaos....-

2007-08-08T19:11:00.000-07:00

indon

the surabaya trip was super..
tony's family were really really nice and kind.
hehheh
and the food there was yummy.
just that i didnt shop alot..
cos the only places we went to were malls..
so..
Bali's shopping is much better lor..

i had a longggg talk with george last night..
havent done that for quite long..
we both felt so comfortable talking to each other..
hhehe reminds me of the time when we first started dating. =)
he misses me alot..alot..alot..
he said can't sleep properly,can't eat properly..lol
dunno true or not..

but half way thru the conversation,he asked
'' can hug u anot ah..?..?''
i almost cried when i heard that..
cos it kinda hurts...deep inside
haihhh =C

2007-08-01T19:07:00.000-07:00

8 days..

we've been separated for 8 days..
he said '' see,so fast what..8 days alrdy..''
aiyor but to me its pretty slow..
its not only after 1 month till i get to see him again..
the anticipation..aiks.. anyway its pretty bearable lar..

oh well..
i'm leaving for Surabaya tmr morning..
whooooohoooooo! shopping frenzy!!
im so gonna shop shop shop..
ur too far to stop me now,george....! kakakak
i'll be back on tues.
definitely with a whole suitcase full of stuff..
hopefully with Roxy
and Tony's going to bring us around! joy.. =D

2007-07-31T17:47:00.000-07:00

phew.

he's back home now..
finally arrived last night
a sigh of relief for me.
hehhe

2007-07-30T16:27:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking of u..

i havent talked to him for almost 2 days alrdy..
he's most probably making his way back..
well.. hope he's doing fine..
i can't help but think of him..
hmm..

2007-07-29T04:07:00.000-07:00

3 days..

its alrdy been 3 days since we last saw each other..
i think im holding up quite well here..
i havent been crying..
altho i really miss him lor..
good.., 3 days down,just 30+ more to go..
and.. he's flying back to china today..
which means,less time to chat..
aieeeesss...

2007-07-23T01:40:00.000-07:00

2 days encounting..

here i am..
lying on george's bed...
trying to cherish every moment we have,
b4 we part: george staring into his screen,
me o2-jamming on the bed behind him..
hahahh how romantic....

just minutes ago,i made him promise to write an email to me everyday.
since he said the internet connection in china is damn slow.
sending an email wont require a speedy connection lor..
in the email,he has to tell me what did he do for the day
and every little detail.....
i remember,the first time i went back(april),i looked forward to it
very much..
but......
this time,not so..
dont get me wrong,i DO want to go back to see everyone..
its just that..
i dont wanna leave him for too long,u know..
1 month is long...longgg........

i just hope we dont drift apart due to the vast space btween us..

everytime i think of the separation,i tend to feel like crying..
but i always tell myself..
that i cant be so selfish,cant keep him all to myself.
he has to go back to see his parent,i bet he misses them
very very much..
so,yeah..
i'll try to understand...

'' dont worry..i'll see u here(Canada) again right.it's just 1 month.'' -George

sigh..

i'll be missing u..

2007-07-20T23:55:00.000-07:00

im such a crybaby...

just the thought of not seeing him for a month
brings me to tears..
normally,we get to see,touch,feel each other
EVERYDAY w/o fail.
but when we are apart...haihs...
omg.......
i really really am in love with:

GEORGE CHEN CHANG SHENG!

2007-07-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

---

last night..
we sent my mum off to the airport..
as usual......
i cried.. alot.....
on my way home from the airport,
mum called me from the airport with her cell...
she told me alot of stuff which......sigh.
made me cry so so much..
my voice was choppy when i spoke...

however.......

george was there for me..it really meant alotttttt....
he was with me the whole time..
when we reached home..
i walked into my room.
seeing my mum's stuff which used to be in the room gone..
made me burst into tears again....
practically..
i kinda cried myself to sleep.....
but im so glad he was there with me..
comforting me to sleep. =)
i dunno what would it be like without u by my side last night..

i <3 you

well....
mum's gonna reach kl soon..
im gonna call her later..

2007-07-06T19:45:00.000-07:00

lols..

right now...
im in george's room...
sitting right next to him....
lol!
he's kinda merajuk-ing..
why?
bcos.....
i asked him to go out tmr for a movie.
but he doesnt want to..
so im going with Eugene-a msian!!
so the conversation was sorta like this.....

Eugene™ says:
tomorrow watch movie ar?
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝贝 , 我爱你.. says:
wad time..
(Y) Eugene™ says:
ermm not sure
(Y) Eugene™ says:
what u think
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝贝 , 我爱你.. says:
who else is going
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝贝 , 我爱你.. says:
cos george dont wanna go
(Y) Eugene™ says:
i go with u la
(Y) Eugene™ says:
our date this time
(Y) Eugene™ says:
haha
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝贝 , 我爱你.. says:
yeah baby... mmm
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝贝 , 我爱你.. says:
/heh
(Y) Eugene™ says:
sure or not oh
(Y) Eugene™ says:
later he jealous how
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝贝 , 我爱你.. says:
dont care him lar
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝贝 , 我爱你.. says:
he's merajuk-ing now
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝贝 , 我爱你.. says:
rofl
:: ¯`·._.· þїЙҜү.. 宝贝 , 我爱你.. says:
cos i told him i said yeah baby to u

well and i showed him this..
then i guess he got kinda mad...
*shrugs* oh well..
hahahhh

2007-06-30T21:34:00.000-07:00

our house

this is my 1st week moving in.
staying with george and his sisters.
hehheh its been great fun
walking to school together every morning....
awh so sweeeettt..

anyways..
im supposed to go back on the 21st..
but i wanna stay a lil longer..
maybe until the 27th or so.

arghhh.... we're going to be separated for a month!!
im so used to seeing him everyday...
can i bear 1 month's separation?

2007-06-20T17:09:00.001-07:00

rafting pics!!

above: group pic!

above: me,Paul the guide,a guy on our raft
the other boat..see the white water?
niceeeee....
breathtaking scenery

me and mum

2007-06-17T13:49:00.000-07:00

river rafting..

omg,it was so awesome..

we arrived at Chilliwack at around...11
soon after, the briefing started.
told us what not to wear and everything..
then we had to change into the wet-suits they provided.
man it was freezing!!
then we had to take a 30min bus ride up to the hills,where
we start to raft from.
had another briefing by our guide;every raft of a max of 10 ppl
have to have a guide,obviously.
explained abt back paddle,forward paddle,what u should
do if u fall into the water.
thank god i didnt.if i did,i think i would have panicked and passed out
or smth =S but i almost did fall..

prior to getting on the raft,thoughts that were in my head:

'' omg! 4 hours! in this freezing cold condition!(fyi:it was raining,which made
things much much worse.)water is
icy-cold(1-2 degs)!how the hell am i going to make it 18km
down the river! die lorrrr! somemore have to paddle..!chamm lorrr..''

but..it wasnt all that bad after all! yes the water was numbing,freezing,icy cold....
but i guess that was what caused the whole adrenaline rush. =/
anyway..after covering 6km of the Chilliwack river,we stopped by a make-shift
tent to have some lunch.thank God.....they had hot choc..! and outhouses..needed
to pee so bad,i think i would have pee-ed in the river if they didnt have
portable toilets there.
after the replenishing lunch,i felt much better... it was time to roll again! =D
b4 the lunch,i sat at the back.but after,i moved up front..
got splashed alot more!!! awesome..........
that feeling of icy-cold water splashing onto ur face. wow,i tell u!!
syok nyer..
better than a roller coaster ride anytime..
see George,i told u to come......
missed out all of d fun......

when we reached the end of the river..
i was like, '' what?? thats it??''
hahahha
well....i would definitely go back for more..
it was damn 'kau' fun.. =P

will update some pics soon..

2007-06-16T07:32:00.000-07:00

im leaving in an hours time.

white water rafting!

but its kinda chilly today..
which equals..
freezing cold water..
damnit..
however its going to be fun..
screaming until my lungs give out.
hope nth bad will happen to me.
ie. raft overturns,fall off,smash into the big rocks...

lol!
will spend a night there..
i'll be back to write abt it..
heheh

omg i have to pack..

2007-06-03T18:39:00.000-07:00

a week's summary...

hmm..

actually..i cant really recall what had happened thru'out this week..
hahahha
hmm..
anyway..
yesterday was fun..
went to metrotown..
then...
later in the evening..
went for a swim. from 7.30-9.30
with kevin,benson,martin,eugene, george baby..
it was fun.
hahahha try going into a steam room for 10 mins.
then jump into the pool..
phoooh!! damn song... =D
we attempted to do the diving board..
when i climbed the stairs to the top..
omg... i wanted to chicken out!!
but i was like ''ARGHH!! JUST GOOOO!~''
george the smart ass...attempted to jump very stylishly..
u know..like those pro divers..sommer-sault and all..
hahahah but he just body-slammed...must have hurt..
hilarious i tell u...
we also went to the wave pool..hehehhe
i was clinging on to george the whole time..
of cos,i was weightless... =P
we also went on the slide..but not syok lar..too low,too short..
hmph..!
then...after swimming/changing..
we bought ice-cream from the vending machine..
then went home..
all in all...
it was great..!

2007-05-27T18:42:00.001-07:00

time for a post..

weeeee....
this weekend,did some very productive shopping...
FCUK was on sale..OH GOD...
luckily i went downtown today..
lets see.. i got some new stuff:

1) a white pink jacket from fcuk
2) black tshirt,fcuk
3)black short sleeve jacket from Bebe
4) roxy reversible jacket

grand total....
about 300+..
but..
i wanna return the roxy jacket..
then take the 90 bucks,buy more Bebe..!!
hehehhe..hahaha
i love shopping..
awesome..
okay...
need to do some studying..
chem test tmr..damnit.

2007-05-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

urgh..

i've been down with a flu,fever,cough,sorethroat these few days..
sucks man!
the worst part is the cough..
not getting better at all..
im so tempted to swear.

FUCKIN' COUGH!

='(

i wanna be well again!

2007-05-13T12:15:00.000-07:00

lol..

its sunday morning.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY,MUM!

was supposed to go swimming ystdy
but emily(george's sister) couldnt find her goggles.
=/
oh well..instead me and george went shopping..
bought my pink crocs..
and...
mum's day gift for mum.
he says..
''how come we're fighting so much arh now??''
ROFL
fight not as in real fight lar..
more like merajuk.
hehhehhe

i feel our relationship is kinda..
strengthening and blossoming..
in a way.. hehheh

its been almost 3 months..
but hahahaha
he says its like as if its been 6 months or more.
awww.. =)

i love u too =P

2007-05-03T18:04:00.000-07:00

huehuehue.

im so proud of myself..
took the bus all the way to coll today!
(altho i missed 1 stop HAHAH)
lol i know to ppl here,its nothing.
but to me,its a pretty big accomplishment! =P
as u know..
my whole life,i've never taken public transport b4 to skl.
who does? at least in KL lar.. got car mah!
take bus 4 what hahah
right right right?
over here,mum says i gots to be independent..
alright..okayy
im here to listen =)
so from today onwards..

im taking the bus to and fro.. hehhe

2007-05-02T06:31:00.000-07:00

here i am..

in canada again..
somehow..i was kinda reluctant to come back..
but hey, i successfully endured the grueling 12 hour flight..
HK- Van..
crazy..
i was damn damn bored.. thoughts kept me company.
and as usual.. cried again before i left.. ='(
arghhh!!!
anyway..
bro gave mum a photo album prior to parting..
on the front cover,it said:

mum,
we will always be a family no matter where we are.
Though we are separated,our hearts are connected.

i cried so bad after reading that..
sometimes,i do wonder..
what the hell am i doing here?
if it wasn't for me,mum wont have to sacrifice....
so then,i walked myself to the mirror..and said to myself

''hey..you have got to make mum's sacrifice worthwhile..
study hard!! get good results!!dont let mummy down!!''

countless drops of tears rolled down my cheeks..

*deep breath*....

i can do this..i can make it through the rain =)

2007-04-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

argh.. 4 more days!

omg..
it seemed like only ystdy,
that i came back..
(april 17th)..
today! 26th alrdy!!
my god,darn fast..
now,my heart is kinda divided into 2.which is,

#1: to stay in KL;cos:
-here,i dont hav to do any chores
-all i do is eat,sleep,relax,chill,no worries
-i dont haf to study

BUT

i also want to go back to Cnd ,cos..
i miss my baby.. =)
but but but..
its the start of a new semester..
which means..
more work..! less play! ='(
going to have to stress myself out again..!
heheh however,no worries..
at least i get to be next to him =D

for now.. i need to plan on some last min shopping lor.
and im going for a haircut tmr!
need to re-highlight 2.
and enjoy the rest of my hols!
heheh.

im out..~

2007-04-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

life back in kl.

these few days had been soooo relaxing for me.
lol dont haf to do dishes,laundry,cleaning,tidying..
this is the life...
hahhha
tmr..i'll be going over to precelia's for a sleepover
its been long since i last had one..
good old days..
then the next day..will be going out
just like how we used to do..
shopping,movies,chit-chat,gossiping..
LOL
fun fun..
babe had been asking me to go back early for
like.. a number of times alrdy..
awww he misses me..
and everyday w/o fail..he asks me,how
many days more till i go back.. =/
luckily its only 2 weeks..
what if its 2 months??
i cant imagine..

oh well.. time flies,so.
i'll be back by ur side in no time! =D
<3>

2007-04-15T10:28:00.000-07:00

whoohoooo!

its 1.30am here..
im home! feels soooooo good..
took a nice cold shower..

when we were minutes from landing..
i looked out the window..
im home..MALAYSIA!
this..
homely feeling..
well..only ppl who has left home for a
long period of time,and returning..
will understand this feeling lor..
its just so....SATISFYING..and..
homely..lol
and ITS SO DAMN HOT HERE!
sweating!hahaha

shit..im not sleepy..hahahha
canadian time now: 10.30am..
aisss no wonder..
i bought my dolly girl!!
smells so gud... =P

i miss my baby..
GET ONLINE WILL U! =(

2007-04-14T12:52:00.000-07:00

argh..

its...

5am here..in tokyo..cant sleep
mum has been snoring so loudly..!
aiyoryor..oh well
my sleeping time is alrdy all screwed up anyway.
whats the diff..

today im departing from Tokyo,to KL, at 2.10pm
will reach kl at 8.25pm..
omg!! 7 fucking hours more..
fuck it..

(sorry babe...i know u dont like me cursing but.
i need to curse!this is so fkin frustrating... =C )
y cant the plane just fly faster man..
jesus christ..
this sucks..
my bum's going to be numb again..
and its soooo boring..

i need u there w me... =(
i WANT u there w me...

oh well..

i need to cheer up..
cos im coming home! C=

i wanna buy my long awaited
Anna Sui Dolly on Beach!!

2007-04-12T08:59:00.000-07:00

its 9am here..thursday

cant believe it!
tmr im going back! =P
aisss i need to
exams are over..phy and management's papers were okay
lol better than eng and math on tues..
shit i think i screwed up the 1st day..
oh well
hahahha dont care lar..
im going to spend the whole day with him later.heheh

its going to be a long and grueling flight..hhhaiyor!

and im going to miss my baby.. =(
im not going to see him for 2 weeks..
thats so sad..
i hope i dont cry later..lol
while saying bubye to him..
i'll miss his: kisses,hugs,touches,company

aieee =(

but im coming back lar..after 2 weeks..
not a prob..just 2 weeks...
2 we..ek..s...

IM GOING HOME GAWDAMNIT!

2007-04-04T17:12:00.000-07:00

yay..

today...
we did our drama plays..
pheww finally its done..
tmr's the last day of skl!
then..
long weekend..fri,sat,sun,easter
finals are on tues and weds
then the 12th,im going to spend it with him
looking forward to it!
then on friday:13th (lol friday the 13th)
going home!.....FINALLY!
whooohooo!

2007-03-26T21:18:00.000-07:00

STRESS is a KILLER

sigh..
i think im complaining too much but...
i'll still lament anyway..
i feel kinda lost..
i dunno what am i going to do..
in Uni..
psychology?biochem?
LOL i've even thought of teaching..
imagine me...hahaha

and also next sem's courses...
what shud i take..

its killing me..
i crack under pressure...

2007-03-22T20:52:00.000-07:00

21 more days! 21 more days!

3 more weeks..i wanna go home man!

but goddamnit..
this 3 weeks is gonna be hectic..
i've got my awards ceremony..my drama sketch..
my research assignment..worst of all
MY FINALS!

anyhow,when i come back to kl,i'll :

1)have to catch up with everyone.heck,i havent watched a single movie
since i came here.

2) shop for: clothes,stationeries

3) i need to lose these winter pounds...! rawrrrr..

oh happy bday,babe..! <3

2007-03-18T20:44:00.000-07:00

Lincoln Park at Midnight
love it..!!

2007-03-16T23:58:00.000-07:00

Metropolis @ Metrotown..

today...
me and babe took the Skytrain to metrotown..
which took surprisingly fast...
like half an hour only..
hehehh..reached at around 1
then... we walked for...less than 1 hour
he was tired alrdy.. = /
we sat down on the couch.. (yes they have couches in the mall,for ppl to rest)
hahah felt so comfortable,didnt feel like standing up..
we actually sat for.. half an hour! lol!
but it WAS cozy..being in his arms =)
it was quite disappointing actually..
spent the whole day walking..
din buy a single thing..
except my body shop concealer and 2 OPIs..
lol then...
after lunch.. we sat down on the sofa again
hahahha it was THAT cozy..
we left at around..6+/7
took the train,then bus..then reached home..
legs ached like hell...lol!
but all in all,it was good.. =)

2007-03-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

wow..

29 more days..
im coming home..!
but..
which also means..
finals are coming soon..
omg... hate it hate it..

2007-03-11T23:08:00.000-07:00

34 days...

omgosh..
me and mum din know we had to turn our clocks front
1 hour today...day light saving.. hahah!
as a result,we were late for badminton..
hahahh..
so stupid...

im turning into a maybelline freak..

2007-03-10T10:09:00.000-08:00

=)

i was reminiscing abt the time when i wanted to go home so bad..SO BAD!
when i 1st came here..

-my post;Jan 8th-
i remembered telling my mum..
''mum...i want to go home...''
mum: ''y?are u sure..?''
me: '' ....*speechless*...''
mum: ''well...then..if ur sure..then no choice lar..lets go back..''
me: '' ....*speechless*...''

haihs..i felt like a piece of shit that time..
regretting coming here..
but life soon started to make a turn..
for the better..
began to have more frens..
n i met him..
kinda made me look forward to coll more everyday =)
made my life more colorful..
thanks..!

its funny how we humans learn to adapt that quickly..
uprooted from our comfort zone..
reluctant at 1st..
however,giving in at the end.
hehhehe

2007-03-05T07:55:00.000-08:00

time flies..

its alrdy been 1 month since my bro and dad left..
its been alrdy 70+ days since i got here..
now,only 44 more days till i go home..
huhhuhu..~

17 days since we got together..
it seemed like a month alrdy wor for him... = /
hahah LOL

time flies!!

2007-03-03T19:18:00.000-08:00

ice skating..

OMG!! ice skating is tough!
i looks darn easy..but
i freaking fell on my bum so many times..
so embarrassing! george,tony and melissa could skate so well!
but there i was,the only one,holding on to the sides..
hehhe but they helped me out also lar
i kept screaming when i lost balance..
hahah when i fell,i pulled George along with me also
haahhha.. was so funny.. but all in all,
it was great fun..

i love spending time with u..
anywhere,anytime...
being in your arms ensures me safety..
i wish u'd never let go of me..

C=

babe,我爱你..!
mwahh! <3

2007-02-22T17:58:00.000-08:00

stress,assignments,homework..

me and george went to the mall during lunch..
my main purpose was to buy my baskin robbin's chocolate ice-cream.
rawrrr but they ran outta choc.. pissed me off..
anyway..then,on our way back,he whispered the 3 words into my ears..
awwww so sweet.. hehehh.. C=

work is starting to pile up at skl...
more and more and more..
mid-term is next week.. save me...!!
i hate stress..i hate assignments..

i think im thinking too much..

2007-02-16T16:31:00.000-08:00

i love u..

i like the way u have ur hand in mine..
i like the way u look at me..
i like the way u dress..
i like the way u look..
most importantly..
i like u for who u are..

i love u..!

what the hell am i crapping abt...hahahha
im nuts.. X3

2007-02-15T17:47:00.000-08:00

valentines..

hehhe went out on a lunch date with George..
but damnit! it was raining..damn turn off..
anyway.. hhehe it was sorta romantic also,in a way..
we snuggled under 1 tiny umbrella..while waiting for the bus..
walked in the rain.. awwww.. hahahh
and he gave me a box of chocolate truffles..

yummy.. =9

he said he spent alot of time looking for it wor..
hahah thx hun..
then..we were a little late for class
but its okay..
hehhee

i had fun!

the day ended with us exchanging vows.. huehuehue~
go figure..
all in all,
great day...!!
=D

2007-02-10T09:55:00.000-08:00

love is in the air

lol he finally had the guts..to tell it to me..
hehhe its alright,at least he did,in the end..
his name is George..
he's 18 this year,now he's still 17(hahaha),from Taiwan.
he's tall,good-looking,cute..!
hehhhe..and yes u've guessed it.

im in love.. =3

hahah precelia and i were talking abt *ahem* our *ahem* guys..
hahahh we're really happy 4 each other..that's what friends are for.. C=

2007-02-07T07:36:00.000-08:00

=(

bro and dad just left..
we were all broken into tears..
its just sad..
i had to go into the toilet a few times..
trying to hide myself..trying to hide my tears..
but they wouldnt stop.. n i couldnt do anything to make it stop..

i really felt like packing my bags and go home with them..
but i cant!!

#$%@!

angry and frustrated..

2007-02-05T19:46:00.000-08:00

oh no..

i have a situation..
i dont think i'll be able to go back in april..
*scratches head*
i have one more course to finish..Socials 12
before i can get the High School Completion certificate..
then after that..i'll apply for Douglas College..
then go home in july..
which leaves me only 1 month of fun..in kl
hmm..

2007-02-04T20:46:00.000-08:00

woohoo..

we went Downtown today..
hehheh it was drizzling.. so happened i din wear my hoodie..
lol..so i walked in the rain..was freezing..hahah
we all bought a pair of Hilfiger jeans..
hehhe they were cheap..
i bought smth from Esprit..
and a ring..pretty cute one..
heheh thats it..
stuff are much nicer there..
i wanted to buy that FCUK jacket..it was a black and white one..i loved it.. but damnit..no size!!
and i wanted that black Bebe hoodie also.. rawrrr..but it was CND 100+..kinda exp..
hahaha..nvm..next time hehehhe

2007-02-03T17:15:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeee

college just got interesting..
looking forward to it everyday!hehehhe
bcos.. =3 =3

i found the same picture as the pic on my previous blogskin.
the girl with heavy eye-liner with a butterfly on her shoulder..
but it wasnt the exact blogskin..oh well
this will do it =P

im sitting in front of my comp..
smelling the fragrance of fried chicken..
arghhhh j'ai tres faim !!